i have this pain inside my chest

i am breathing shallow

reflecting on my recent work
and i feel like i can do so much more

but i cannot

i tried and i cannot

i feel like i do not have the goods
to create amazing work

i've been trying but nothing's coming out

nothing

the stuff just looks like crap

there is no soul
there is no evidence of great skill

it just looks gimmicky

an evidence of a witty idea
without sophistication

i don't know

i wanna do so well
be so great

but maybe i'm just a poser

man...